Alright, so i wake up each morning about 10 AM and get dressed, eat breakfast, blah de blah. The usual shit. I

I walk to my grandmothers which is about 6 streets away?? It takes about 25 minutes probably. Not that bad. But still...its Fall...its chilly in the morning. I don't feel like making that walk EVERYDAY....so since Thursday, I haven't been over here to check up on FA or Myspace, or DA...or none of that stuff. I'm dedicated I really am...but things aren't turning out great.

As many of you know, Ying came home about a week ago, I've been hanging out with him for a few days and nights of that week, before he starts work. I have to watch my little sister from 5-11 cause my mom works...

Well, my sis has been cutting into my time to spend with him, and he started working Monday... -sigh- Sunday was the last day I saw him..of course. In between that time..

me and my mom have been at it, arguing over me almostbeing 20 years old, and that i'm not paying rent so I HAVE to watch my sis..and all i want is a night job...but mom says I MUST have a morning job or I have no where to live. SHe's gonna kick my ass out the house. -palmface-

I mean...it really sucks, and with all the arguement...I have no art to post.. >>; It's just hard to get over here...when I have to be back in 5 hours and walk back in the cold...for all you guys...<.>

worse to worse, my mother has talked my grandmother into NOT letting me move here...OMG! the bitch....i hate it..I wanna cry...

so my priority list is,
no relationship
find a job
find a roommate
get a car
get internet and cable
get cell turned on
buy winter clothes (cause mine are in NJ)

it's gonna be a cold cold cold...winter.